AYR WRITERS’ Awards Dinner - May 2023
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POETRY - 1st Prize
‘Elegy to Lockdown Moments Lost’
Adjudicator Em Strang place my piece first in the competition with the theme of ‘vanishing habitats’. In it I explored time lost getting to know a newly born grandson, during the pandemic.
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THE BURNS SHIELD/JENNY CADAS
Poetry Trophy
It is an honour to have my name engraved alongside so many other poets I admire, and in particular beside Alison Craig’s six wins. It was a workshop of Alison’s, many years ago, which started my poetic journey.
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AND THAT'S NOT ALL...
Short Story and Book Review success!
For the first time, I decided to have a go at entering the BOOK REVIEW Competition, this year. I was happy to be commended for my take on Howard Jacobson’s ‘Mother’s Boy’, a fascinating account of his life and bumpy journey to becoming a novelist, before winning The Booker Prize in 2010 with ‘The Finkler Question’.
I was also pleased to be placed 3rd in the WOMEN’S SHORT STORY Competition, with ‘Weekend Away’, a tale generated by a real life experience of my younger daughter - she comes in very hand for fiction ideas!
ANTHOLOGY July ‘21
This summer, another DREICH anthology entitled OVERFLOW was published, containing two of my poems.
“Hands on Experience” arose from my awareness of the crippling effect arthritis has had on my hands, contrasted with the recognition of the powerful positivity of touch.
“First Degree of Separation” conjures up what felt like a life-changing moment a very long time ago, when our elder daughter was very young.
To see a video performance of this one, click on the link to DREICH tv, on YouTube.
My submission starts at 12 mins 30 secs.
ANTHOLOGY May 2021
Happy to have had one of my poems included in this anthology, from DREICH.
“Dog Walking” came about as the result of a memorable day in beautiful Inverness-shire in the company of our daughter, her husband and their cocker spaniel.
They have another dog now so looks like there might have to be another doggy poem too.
POETRY
I’ve always loved poetry but it came as a bit of shock when I discovered I also enjoyed writing free verse, and have now had a few published.
Not that I find it easy to write on demand; generally a subject will present itself, sometimes in the form of a whole line, that comes and needs to be scribbled down somewhere - anywhere - before it vanishes for good. Then the real work begins, in order to find if a shape offers itself. One of my favourite Seamus Heaney poems, DIGGING, reflects this idea.
I have many scribbles saved which so far haven’t developed but sometimes revisiting them, one will blossom unexpectedly. It can feel like a strange alchemy when it works. Very satisfying.
Read some samples below.
To hear examples of my work, I have recorded some of my poetry .
Check them out on my YOUTUBE channel - just click the icon on the header to listen.
Alternatively, read a couple of them below.
Thanks.

BY CHANCE
Up ahead
a figure rounds the corner,
an alien silhouette
encompassing wheels and angular legs.
Slowly the puzzle is resolved:
an elderly woman trailing trolley and bags,
clutches a small table,
its dark wooden limbs
making good its escape from
the carrier bag stretched pointlessly over its top.
Her each step is a feat.
Rain hat pulled low over silvery curls,
its ties dissect folds of neck;
a slash of red lips
below rheumy eyes
punctuate her parchment pallor.
‘Can I give you a hand?’
Across her face splashes
a cocktail of emotions
settling into startled relief at my offer,
and so, with mutual baby steps, we journey slowly homeward,
her bound legs
sausage-like in shape and hue.
We begin to blether,
exchanging glances and snippets -
our shared neighbourhood;
the similarity of our names;
the duration of her life, alone;
the table –
newly purchased for a pittance,
just the thing, in time for tea.
With rasping breath
final stairs are mounted
and fumbled keys open wide the door to home
where the precious table is safely stowed.
Now, for me, the hardest part:
to leave amid a shower of thanks,
confirming isolation so intense
that such an act,
should ‘make’ her lonely day.
SCOTTISH BOOK TRUST Launch of Blether in which my poem “By Chance” appears.
The launch was held in the Edinburgh City Arts Centre, on 30th October 2019.
Contributors from across Scotland gathered for the celebration, during which a selection of the pieces was performed ‘live’ by their authors.
It was a great opportunity to mix and mingle, enjoy a delicious buffet and make new writing connections.
A grand day out!
Journey
Sat nav voice barks instructions
mangling familiar names.
Back muscles seize,
palate and tongue buddy up.
Familiarity warps into foreign fields
as I loop and swirl around a string of emerald islands,
dizzying my internal compass.
Breath picks up its tempo.
Landmarks, swotted on Down Your Street,
pop up
coating anxiety with a veneer of confidence –
I can do this.
Roads narrow,
streets cluster close,
brown brick buildings bully me into a dead end:
‘Your destination is on the right.’
I watch occupants tumble from other cars,
laughs and shouts littering the street
before the closing of a barred door brings silence.
My shaky finger on a buzzer
activates access
to a deep, dark corridor along which I hesitate.
A rectangular portal with sliver of glass
stands at the threshold I must now cross
my allegro heart beating a cappella.
I emerge, blinking in the brightness:
a chorus of chairs,
sheet music played out on every seat,
trilling notes resonate around the room.
Thirty years on, I’m here to harmonise again.